Today I got to spend a few hours painting. I’m not a painter by trade, so for me, I can enjoy it and not touch it again for several years. One of the things I like about painting alone is it’s easy to think and process, even as I listen to some good music.
As I was thinking of Zac on this day he would have turned 35, I heard two songs that seemed very appropriate. I tend to like most everything Third Day has done, but one of my all time faves is Cry Out To Jesus. “To everyone who’s lost someone they love long before it was their time, you feel like the days you had were not enough when you said goodbye… there is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary and love for the broken heart and there is grace and forgiveness mercy and healing, he’ll meet you where ever you are, cry out to Jesus!”
Matthew West came on a few minutes later “So I wait for the moment when you come for me…and I can’t stop thinking, just a few more days I’ll be going home, just a few more hours and I’ll be flying, it could be any minute now that you take me away, or maybe just a few more days. To You a day is like a thousand years, and only you know when the clouds will clear. So let me not forget.
I miss Zac. But his life and death remind me how short our time on planet earth is until Jesus either takes us home or comes to get us. Really, just a few days. What we do each and everyday matters as we follow the Lord and bring honor to Him by telling others of His great and amazing love and grace.
I was encouraged.
Thank you dear God, for Zac and for today and for the joy of living a life that is granted by You.
Now I’ll go have some French Silk pie, for Zac.